Almost took up smoking again (again) today. My friend’s girlfriend was all like “oh hey, you want one?” and for some reason I was all like “sure. wait, no. I kinda quit. but I mean, sure. I mean. I don’t know. I guess I shouldn’t?”
I didn’t really even quit, I was just too broke to afford it and then I just forgot. It’s been like 2 years now, so I guess I just kinda assumed I’d stick with it. And I’ve turned them down a dozen times before, but for some reason this time was pretty hard.
I was like a half second from lighting it, then I changed my mind for a reason I’m still not sure of.
Anyway, point is, all of a sudden I miss smoking. Weird. I’m fighting the urge to go out and buy a pack right now.
Though, it does help that nowhere seems to carry my brand.